Chey’s Lounge

I truly have no business being apart of some of the stuff I have to be involved with right now. All I can do is try my best to get through it I suppose! I just need to roll with what’s happening to the best of my ability and only when there’s real injustice should I really stick my neck out there. Simply not worth it otherwise. Today hasn’t been too bad so far. Well, it had a bit of a rocky start, but right now it’s 7:15 PM and things have been alright since this morning. Just gotta appreciate these quiet moments while I can. I’m writing a little bit right now while I take a little break, but I probably won’t write a full post in this sitting. By the end of this post, I may be having a significantly better or worse day. 

I was so busy yesterday, I didn’t actually publish my post until like 12:03AM this morning. Not gonna beat myself up over that. I forgot to actually post it because I had little brain capacity and so many things kept getting thrown at me. Well, break is cut a little short for now, duty calls. Maybe that means I’ll take an extra break to make up for this shorty. I deserve an extra 10 minutes to myself today. 

Well, lunch is almost over and I still haven’t written that much. I do have good news to report, the day hasn’t gotten significantly worse. I’ve been trying to remind myself to look on the bright side more. I think I’m getting better even though I’m still kind of a Negative Nelly. Change isn’t overnight! 

So, do I have anything else I’d like to say right now? I think it’s a little fun extraterrestrial disclosure is gonna happen on my birthday I think? If Amazon’s previews hold any truth, then it will be quite a day! My dad’s birthday is 9/11. It’s only noteworthy because apparently he’d tell people one day his birthday was gonna be famous. Not sure if he knew. Imagine he’s a psychic? I’d literally never know. I guess I should really suck up my anxiety and talk to him a little more, but he makes me nervous… I don’t love asking him questions lol. He’s like me, well, I’m like him. Were kind of loose cannons and especially at home, you truly never know how we are going to react. Not a trait I’m proud of, but nevertheless, we must remain self-aware and try to be honest with ourselves. I think it’s either easier to be honest or harder to lie to yourself when you’re writing stuff down. Not sure if you all know what I mean by that or not. Perhaps it’s time to close this post out, I’m beginning to speak in riddles.