Chey’s Lounge

I think I’m going to keep it short and sour today. I want to spend more of the time I have today reading my little book. I want to be a better storyteller. I can try to improve by telling you guys more stories. That’s a good idea, right? I have a bunch of skills I want to acquire and/or hone. Maybe this desire is steering me away from finding a real niche. Idk. Idk anything, as we all know. It just feels like it would be beneficial to have a solid repertoire of baseline skills.

I’m not sure how I want to say this, but I will try to articulate how I feel. It’s not just about hard vs soft skills, because I want to develop hard skills. I want to understand computers, fix simple machines, understand fundamentals of accounting… things that would be useful in life, maybe in a business. I will just pursue what feels right for now. Ugh, there’s just so much to know. Like, I want to know about textiles, manufacturing, chemical reactions, bringing AI to life. I just don’t have the background to do anything meaningful to add to it or try it out myself beyond learning. This post needs to be ironed out, but I’m considering just posting it as is. It feels like to get shit done, one needs to either be extraordinarily talented or exceptionally persistent. I think I need to focus on option 2, because option 1 doesn’t seem to fit. Like, I don’t think I’d ever be able to design a laser. Maybe a little robot though. We’ll see. Let’s get back to reading now, we’re trying to keep it positive up in here.