Chey’s Lounge

Starting this at 6:01PM and there probably won’t be much here. Actually, now that it’s 7:25PM… maybe things have changed, maybe there will be much here. Currently just standing around waiting for a concert to start. The tickets were won via contest prize. I don’t love standing for long periods of time. Definitely can be a little tiring. Don’t want to lose your spot though, so you must persevere. I wish shows started earlier. I’m probably going to be so tired later, but such is life. Tickets were won for another show on Friday too. Not 100% sure about that one. Tiring week… feels like I haven’t even been to work in so long though. That’s the problem with work and doing things. I like to have some time to not do things, but there’s just not a lot of time for that. Imagine if I did have a kid? There would be literally 0 time. I need time to reset my beans! It’s whatever tho, just gotta do what you gotta do. Not much else to do. Only way out of this life is to go through it. Just wish it were easier. Almost have to respect this guy just sitting down with his legs crossed in the middle of the floor. 

It’s cute watching people live happily. I like watching people happy to be doing whatever it is they’re doing. It’s interesting to see what clothes people choose to wear. Personally, I like to be a little lowkey, I feel nervous that if I wear something outlandish or get a new haircut that people will point it out. That’s so scary. Don’t ask why. No further questions. 

Sometimes it’s sad when people are just existing. Just watching people who have a hard time getting around is sad. I want things to just be easier for people. I guess easy doesn’t lead to growth. Idk why we need to be growing out here. Lots of thinking about growth without any noticeable changes being made. Maybe it’s like physical growth and it’s hard to see changes day by day until you really take a second to think about it. 

Bro. I just ran to the train. I am dead. This is not getting spell checked