Chey’s Lounge

It’s kinda funny when you tell someone you’ve been doing something a certain way because you don’t know the correct way and the person comes back and just says to stop doing it that way… with 0 hint as to what to actually do. Like, okay, I will stop, but I will likely do something even worse than I originally had this time around, no? I need a beer! I once mistook a hearse for a Chrysler minivan and was extremely confident about it. It was a hearse. That is why yesterday’s post was titled “Chrysler Minivan”.

Okay, moving on… Up to this point, today has been going pretty quickly. I’m gonna feel like the rest of the day lasts a year now, aren’t I? Today was a big day. It was the introductory press conference for the new coach of the New York Football Giants. I love the history of football. I love families that love football. I’m thinking about John Mara. He looks like he’s getting treated for cancer in a way people maybe wouldn’t recognize unless they’ve seen it. I feel like people mostly think of skinny, frail, and pale. Maybe a little hair loss. His face looks swollen. It’s definitely something seeing that. Like, he looks pretty good considering, but you can still tell something is up. His family co-owns one of the most valuable sports franchises in the world and he’s still visibly going through that. I’m trying not to judge others and focus on me but it’s fucking hard. It’s hard to not compare. It’s hard to not feel like a fool for not taking advantage of shit. Fucking annoyed tonight.