Chey’s Lounge

I just had a realization. I’m getting pretty close to 6 months of daily (basically) posts. I believe this will be 163. Have to get to 180 at least, I’m not exactly sure the exact day I started, but perhaps I will look into it and make sure it is exactly 6 months. We’ll see! I feel like I still have a lot to learn… I feel like life is teaching me other things though. I’m learning, just not exactly what I want to learn. Maybe it’s what I need to learn. I’m not sure what will come next. Maybe I’ll just keep it going. Maybe I’ll try to but not be perfectly consistent. Maybe I need to meditate more. Maybe I need a nice little nap. I just don’t know. All I do know is stuff is bananas right now. Each day just keeps revealing new horrors. I’m still not convinced of anything. I hate not having the truth. I guess that’s literally what history is all about. And I like history. But am I a historian? I could be. I feel like life is so weird man. I’m so blah! The world is totally ruled by an evil group… not a big group. Most of us are just schmucks.