Chey’s Lounge

I’ve been feeling nervous the past few weeks. I need to work on not worrying about the things I can’t change. Sometimes I daydream about what it would be like to be abducted by aliens. Imagine it ends up happening and it absolutely sucks. That would be so sad. If I were to realize what happened/was happening, I’d literally think back to this exact moment and say to myself, “Once again, you got what you asked for.” 

When my mind is clear, I try my best to be careful what I wish for. There are moments I wish for things I don’t actually want. When I say things I don’t even want, I mean my rational mind doesn’t want it once a bad moment passes. There are, of course, things I have asked for that turned out to be less blessing and more curse. When that happens, you’ve gotta just take it and roll with it. I’m not anti-complaining, but you can’t complain about getting what you asked for just because it’s not what you thought it would be. One of those, “it is what it is” situations in life. Probably one of the best times to try to practice gratitude. 

Anyone have any thoughts on aliens? I have some thoughts, but idk if they’re coherent. Maybe that’s a post for 5 months from now when I’ll cut down and write more thoughtful posts. I wonder if we will know more about extraterrestrials by then. What if there are what we would consider“extraterrestrials” but it is just us from the future or a different species from Earth. Or maybe even a different dimension? Maybe I’m just searching for something more… I should look closer to home, realistically.