Chey’s Lounge

11/7/2025. I can’t believe we’re in the home stretch of the year. It’s been a year, that’s for sure. There’s been some good, some bad, some beans, you know. You also may know I’m trying to keep a glass-half-full mindset. This year has been the inspiration for that. A lot of stuff I wouldn’t choose to happen has happened. Maybe it has all been for the best. We will see one day. I wonder how I will view my life when I am older. Should I start living to make the idea I have of my future self proud? What if she hates what I’ve done with the place (our body)? Well, she probably would like me more if I thought about her more. Maybe she’ll understand I was worried about the present for a while. She may be less understanding about my worries of the past. Idk what to do about me. Need a little change. I guess I am making little changes. For one, I’ve been able to write about how I’m feeling/what I’m thinking for almost 2 months now. I think it’s starting to help me realize some stuff. One thing I need to do more is to do more. I need to do to learn. I need to learn to figure things out. I need to figure things out to know what I want. 

I’m not really sure where I’m going with this one. I have some work I should get done, so maybe I’ll just add a little more. Earlier today, I was thinking about how I’m more of a looker than an asker. I think it affects how I feel about others asking questions. Feels like an attack or display of disapproval. Why ask if you aren’t questioning me, you know? Well, maybe you’re more well-socialized and you don’t feel that way. I hope you have a good weekend. I will try to have one myself.