Chey’s Lounge

I’m generally living in a state of constant embarrassment. I literally have not one clue how to not. I’m very self-conscious and I’m ashamed that I feel such a way! It doesn’t really help much of anything. Throwback to talking about needing balance. I think it’s healthy and necessary for social creatures living in society to have shame, but I think the brain maybe takes it a little too far. It takes a lot of things too far. And fast. Sometimes it’s kinda fun though. I can definitely keep you on your toes! 

People can always tell when I’m getting overwhelmed. I think maybe that’s good, gives them the signal to back down bc this bitch about to blow oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh – Kesha. I feel like now is a good time to mention that I’ve had this one post title idea in my head for a while, but I don’t know if the timing will ever be right, “Fist in the Stink”. Maybe one day the stars will align. 

Looks like the Knicks may get to the NBA Cup Finals. They’re up by 10 with 1:02 left in the 4th quarter. They did it. Wow, nice. Idk if they’ll win it all. Anything can happen. Good for them. Extra games, how lucky are we fans. Knicks basketball. Anyone here a basketball fan? Lakers? Nuggets? 

Watching the Puff Diddler doc finally. He’s definitely a sinister man. I feel bad for some of these people involved. I truly can’t imagine how fucking lit those parties were though. Like, will anyone that close to the visible public eye ever throw something close to a Diddy party again? I’ll never know what it’s like. Unless..? Money definitely loves the company of evil. I just don’t know if I have it in me to be The Boss. Sounds like The Bosses get what they want in life though. Do you agree with the Machiavellian ideology? I just will always think of the means to the end. 

Congested today, btw.