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  • Super Bowl Sunday

    It’s just another manic Sunday. Idk what to say LOL. I did fulfill my Super Bowl Sunday fantasies, so that’s really nice. I bought a mini popover pan… more to come. I took pics of my creations. I feel a little tired, so I guess I’ll just show rather than tell. Can you believeeee Lindsey Vonn though? Have to at least mention that. Also I can’t help but roll my eyes when the figure skating commentators call that 21-year old American the Quad God. LOL. He is very good, but like… idk.. LOL. Congrats to Breezy. Please ignore my reminder to take my daily medications in that one pic.

    not pictured: White Rice.

  • !

    I’m tired. I feel bad about some things. I feel annoyed about some others. I have my fixins to make my bread for the circus tomorrow. I got a football shaped ice cream cake and I’m happy about it. I plan on making chili, wings, and potato skins. I’ve never actually made any of them from scratch myself, so I am a bit nervous.im sure all will be well. I blew up a gecko today. I think im rooting Seahawks. What about you? Do you like the Super Bowl? Isn’t it funny how some people like the commercials That’s so American capitalism culture ugh it’s beautiful:). Well. It’s something!

  • D

    I’ve had a headache for a lot of the day. I’m getting a little over it lol. I’m not totally sure why. I don’t feel like I’m falling ill, but I guess anything is possible. This would be an okay time to be sick because then i could just spend all day watching the Olympics. I hope I’m not though. Pray for me regardless. 

    I’m so, so close to making it through this week. Woof. What a doozy! I know I shouldn’t be like that, but I just be feeling like that, man. I tried so hard to go to work all day everyday bc I took off 2 days last week. Idk if I’m gonna make it through a full week next week… May need to leave early if nothing else… who knows, maybe I’ll be sick and have to take off. Jk, I won’t be, I’m the healthiest queen in the kingdom and no pathogen will bring me down! 

    The only thing that can bring me down is… it’s a secret! I just like, lol, like, why do any of us even bother? Idk man. I just need to try my best in these trying times but it’s very hard. Anyone know of a revolution to join? Jk, jk. I’m joking.. haha. I will eat my bread and watch my circus. Anyway. I’m just not over this stuff. We’re getting crunk at the limited hangout though!!! Anyway…

    Did you catch it? Catch what? That I’m MAD!!!

  • A

    I feel like I had at least 2 things I wanted to write about today and now I have forgotten everything. It’s all probably the same stuff lately. I’m very annoyed about all of this stuff I’ve already been aware of becoming so open to the public and it literally feels like it doesn’t matter. I don’t get how so many people feel the exact same way and we’re still just continuing to live the same life. I am being exploited. We all are. Some of us are also exploiting others, but at least we have a little excuse. These people, man. They just do it and don’t care and have no reason to I guess. They are invincible because the government they don’t fund is run by the people they do. Fucking sucks bro. Just mad annoyed. People argued we need to fight for our second amendment rights. Well, when is it time? Where’s the line? Where’s anything man. Gosh I’m just a little mad man. 

    It’s really the little details that get me mad sometimes. Sometimes people act so stupid, but then are covering themselves in little ways. Like you can’t play dumb and then show me you know how to play the system! I guess it’s fine, why not play the system that’s playing you? Idk, it’s just not in me. Makes me mad. Not always, just when it’s so egregious. I’m just feeling overwhelmed by the lack of agency I feel I have. I’m angry. I’m not head-of-a-revolution material and I don’t want to do anything that will make the government kill or imprison me. RIP. 

  • M

    What are we trying for? Who are we allowing ourselves to be controlled by and why? It feels pointless to write into this void right now. I feel like a lot of other people are feeling like me but we’re all frozen in the place we’re in. Everything feels like a joke or fake or a fake joke. Sometimes some people do shit that’s so egregious it makes me develop a level of respect for people who I thought do sketchy shit but not nearly to the extent as others. Just overheard someone say it all started with the Cuban missile crisis. Idk the context but I believe her. 

    Is the weird energy/shift people have been feeling in recent years due to the poles shifting. We can make a change. But then it’ll all be the same. How can we make it so the story ends differently this time? There’s pinches of truth sprinkled around. At least Elon isn’t happy. It brings me some solace to know that. It’s depressing after a second because then you realize he’ll scorch our Earth looking for satiation. 

    How did Steven Hawkins live so long? 

  • This beat is Automatic, supersonic, hypnotic, funky fresh

    Feeling sporadic tonight. 

    Thinking about the elites. Thinking about how pathetic the masses are and how we deserve to be spoken about like cattle. We just do whatever these sickos say day after day. We enrich and serve them. They find us disgusting, pathetic, and not even beneath them, on a totally different level we can’t even be compared to them. Maybe we are idiots for not being like them. Sucks if y oh weren’t born into the club. 

    Thinking about how Epstein was essentially a frontline or department manager. Thinking about how it feels like he didn’t have a total monopoly on old money billionaires. Makes me think there’s someone out there catering to the ultra-elite. 

    I’m thinking about energy right now. What do they know about it? Do objects hold energy? Where does it come from? Any living thing, or just people? Is innocent energy more valuable? What are they trying to accumulate energy for? Is it all just about power?

    Like I guess I get why people are out there stealing, scheming, and scamming. It’s hard. 

    People love symbolism. That’s why I believe they leave us little bits of information. They get off on doing things right in our faces. 

    They fear us. They must. Why else spend all this time and energy dividing us. They don’t fear us enough to lie poorly, but enough to keep up some sort of illusion. 

    We follow the rules they make annoying for us and easily circumventable for them. 

    How much of our information has been perverted by the perverts. 

    I’m worried about that rogue lab in Nevada. 

  • Rats. I Need a Snooze!

    Busy Monday so far. Another day where I don’t have too much time to write. I do have some though. I’ve been thinking about quantum physics, observer vs observed, nuclear energy, and such lately. Thinking about early civilization. Thinking about how much of our history we do not have a clue about. Thinking about how much we think we know but we’re wrong. 

    I wonder if there are any languages that have been secretly deciphered. Anyone ever get really into the Voynich manuscript? I just want to know things. I feel like things are being hidden or obfuscated. It’s driving me a little nuts. This has been who’re, but it’s ending :(. I’m sorry. My bad. See you soon

  • Maybe I Was Just Really Tired When I Tried Posting Last Night

    What if we all kissed and made Tubby Custard? I unfortunately spent a decent chunk of my allocated writing time today reassuring an old friend starting at the same job I have that it’s normal to feel absolutely awful about work. It is such a sneakily hard job! I may need to go back to doing the worst part of it soon, but gosh, it is So much easier to deal with that when you know what you’re looking at and talking about when it comes to 90% of the issues. Anyways, I don’t have much time now. I’m feeling a little chubby rn but I’m gonna make myself a midnight milkshake anyway. I could’ve just had chocolate milk to satiate my desires, but the store didn’t have any yesterday :/. Well, they had some, just not the one I like. Anyway, shake was 1/3 vanilla ice cream, 2/3 chocolate ice cream, malted milk powder, and milk. I like a little whipped cream on top sometimes. I am thankful for each day I feel healthy! Bon voyage to those of us embarking on another week. 

  • Idk what happened to this post it’s not even in my drafts?

    You’d probably believe me if I told you I was rewatching “Pluribus” and I’m already halfway done with it. I noticed a few more things the second time around, so far. Currently, at this very moment, I’m watching the new Netflix documentary about the Miracle on Ice in 1980. Lots of hockey stuff out right now. I personally haven’t watched “Heated Rivalry” myself though. I can’t believe the Olympics are almost here. I definitely prefer the summer games, but it’s still very fun. It’s interesting that people from the NHL weren’t able to play in the games back in the day, but in a way, it is kinda fun. Competition definitely adds spice to life. It’s interesting how there’s such a range in competitive nature among people. It’s funny how even amongst teammates, there are often cliques and different factions. Maybe it isn’t often, but it feels like it. It’s interesting how there’s different ways to coach different people. I feel like there may be something to the old-school style of coaching that pushes people to be their best. That involves grit. I don’t think everyone is built for that type of coaching, but I think those that do can will likely rise close to the top. Not to say there aren’t some extremely talented and sensitive athletes out there, but key part of that is extremely talented. Probably need some internal motivation if they can’t handle that type of coaching. You can’t really gently coach someone 100% of the time and have them teach their full potential. Probably says something about the coach’s passion if they can’t co trolling themselves 100% of the time. 

    The most recent Epstein file releases has been making me think of how the downfall of the USSR ruined so many lives and created a space for evil forces to take root. Israel is evil. I’m afraid of the “Epstein” we don’t know about. There’s a market for evil and where there’s demand, there’s a supplier for that market. I believe there’s things that happen that I wouldn’t believe. It’s a depressing thought. Time to rest. Nothing I can do about anything, really. 

    OH MY GODDDNCONSPIRACY WHAT IF THEY DIDNT LIKE HOW IT ENDED AND THATS WHY IT DISAPPEARED

  • Soon

    Okay, okay. One more day of bag posts for a little while after today. Having a weird week. Lots of good. Some meh. Trying my best to be my best. Some days are hard. Today was really pretty good. It’s hard having good days when others are struggling, but being sad isn’t going to really lift anyone bout of poverty, so it’s probably maybe good to not just wallow in sadness every single day,

    Hoping we all have a nice weekend and try our best to make the most out of the good days. I am grateful today. And a little sleepy rn. Good night. It’s cold here in my neck of the woods.